第256章 五年之后（上）

Chapter 256 Five Years Later

“今天下午有学生来学琴吗？”宁天宇走进一家名为聆韵的琴行。

"Are there any students coming to learn zither this afternoon?" Ning Tianyu walked into a zither shop called Lingyun.

“没有，今天的学生都在上午，”苏诺抬头看见宁天宇正慢悠悠地走近自己。

"No, today's students are all in the morning." suno looked up and saw Ning Tianyu slowly approaching him.

“那今天下午可以邀请你吗？”宁天宇想要邀请苏诺去自己家切磋琴艺。宁天宇只要有时间就会邀请苏诺，这已经成了习惯了。

"Can I invite you this afternoon?" Ning Tianyu wanted to invite Su Nuo to his own house to practice zither arts. Ning Tianyu would invite Su Nuo as long as he had time, which had become a habit.

“今天能不能不去你家？”苏诺其实不是很喜欢一个人到宁天宇家里去，但是宁天宇的好意自己也不能拒绝。

"Can we not go to your house today?" In fact, Su Nuo did not like to go to Ning Tianyu's house alone, but he could not refuse Ning Tianyu's kindness.

“为什么？”宁天宇见苏诺有点为难。

"Why?" Ning Tianyu saw that Su Nuo was a little embarrassed.

“今天晚上我还有一个家教，离你家很远，如果现在去你家，一会儿会来不及去学生家了，”苏诺想用学生来作为借口不去宁天宇的家。

"I still have a home tutor tonight, far from your house. If I go to your house now, it will be too late to go to the student's house in a while," Su Nuo wanted to use students as an excuse not to go to Ning Tianyu's home.

“哦，是这样，”宁天宇有点失望。苏诺已经这样拒绝他很多次了。

"Oh, it's like this," Ning Tianyu was a little disappointed. Su Nuo had already rejected him like this many times.

“这样吧，后天是双休日，我们叫上肖越和邢阳一起到你家去弹琴，怎么样？”苏诺知道自己已经拒绝了宁天宇好几次的邀请了，所以心里有点过意不去。

"How about this? The day after tomorrow is the weekend. How about we call Xiao Yue and Xing Yang to your house to play the zither?" Su Nuo knew that he had rejected Ning Tianyu's invitation several times, so he felt a little sorry in his heart.

“那好吧，那就这样说定了，”宁天宇虽然有点不悦，但是苏诺既然已经这样说了，他也不能反驳什么了。

"Well, that's settled." although Ning Tianyu is a little unhappy, since suno has said so, he can't refute anything.

苏诺目送宁天宇离开，心里满是歉意。

Su Nuo watched Ning Tianyu leave, full of apologies.

苏诺其实能感觉到宁天宇对自己的心思，而且从进入音乐学院那天开始宁天宇就一直对自己特别好，这点苏诺是知道的。

Su Nuo can actually feel Ning Tianyu's thoughts about himself, and Ning Tianyu has been very kind to himself since he entered the Conservatory of music. Su Nuo knows this.

不过感情这种事苏诺原本就是不想多想的，毕竟自己的身体状况不允许自己往这方面想，而自己不想辜负一个真心对自己好的人，更不想害他爱上自己以后又要看着自己死去。

However, Su Nuo didn't want to think too much about feelings. After all, his physical condition doesn't allow him to think about this. He doesn't want to live up to a person who really treats him well, let alone make him fall in love with himself and watch him die.

而对于宁天宇，苏诺也觉得自己并没有因为他对自己的好而喜欢上他。

As for Ning Tianyu, suno also felt that he did not like him because he was good to himself.

虽然在音乐学院的这些年宁天宇一直对自己好，可是苏诺对宁天宇从来没有那种心动的感觉，她对宁天宇的只有感激之情和朋友之谊，并没有男女感情。

Although Ning Tianyu has always been kind to herself in the Conservatory of music, suno has never had that kind of feeling for Ning Tianyu. She only has gratitude and friendship with Ning Tianyu, and there is no relationship between men and women.

这让苏诺很为难，不知道该如何开口告诉宁天宇，告诉他自己的感受，告诉他自己只是把他当朋友，自己对他好也只是朋友间的友谊。

This made suno very embarrassed. He didn't know how to tell Ning Tianyu, how he felt, that he just regarded him as a friend, and that his kindness to him was just a friendship between friends.

傍晚时分，当苏诺下班在路边等车回家的时候，正巧肖越开着车从苏诺身边经过。肖越发现苏诺正在等车就又把车倒了回去。

In the evening, when suno was waiting for the bus home from work, Xiao Yue happened to drive past suno. Xiao Yue found that suno was waiting for the bus, so he turned it back.

“等车回家？”肖越探出车窗，“我送你回去吧，”

"Waiting for the bus home?" Xiao Yue leaned out of the window. "Let me take you back."

“不用了，有事你先忙，我回家也不着急，”苏诺见肖越穿得十分正式，感觉像是要去谈判似的，“看你今天还把军装换成了西装，应该是有事吧，”

"No, you're busy first. I'm not in a hurry when I go home." seeing that Xiao Yue is dressed very formally, Su Nuo feels like he is going to negotiate. "I see you have changed your military uniform into a suit today. It should be something."

“是有事，但是已经做完了，也正准备回去，”肖越对这个女人的观察力很是佩服，“顺道一起吧，”

"I have something to do, but I have already done it. I am also preparing to go back," Xiao Yue admired this woman's observational skills. "Let's go together," he said.

“那好吧，”苏诺对于肖越说的话很少拒绝，连苏诺自己也不知道是为什么。

"Alright then," Su Nuo rarely refused Xiao Yue's words, and even Su Nuo himself did not know why.

苏诺做在副驾驶的座位上，低着头，视线落在了肖越放在排挡上的手上。

Suno sat in the co pilot's seat, bowed his head, and his eyes fell on Xiao Yue's hand on the gear.

这几年肖越从了军，也算是实现了自己的愿望。军队的训练让这双原本看起来白皙的手变得黝黑而结实，不过这反倒是给肖越更增添了几分成熟男人的味道。

In recent years, Xiao Yue has joined the army, which can be regarded as realizing his wish. The army's training made the white hands dark and strong, but it added a bit of a mature man to Xiao Yue.

苏诺发现自己盯着看得有些不合适了，立刻收回视线，低声对肖越道，“谢谢你送我回家，”

Su Nuo found that it was a little inappropriate to stare at him. He immediately retracted his gaze and whispered to Xiao Yue, "Thank you for sending me home."

“看来你这毛病是改不了了，”肖越抿嘴笑，“这么多年了，还是这样，动不动就是‘不好意思’，‘麻烦你了’，‘谢谢你’，我有做这么多需要你感谢的事吗？”

"It seems that you can't change this problem," Xiao Yue chuckled. "After all these years, it's still like this. I'm always' sorry ',' trouble you ',' thank you '. Have I done so many things you need to thank?"

肖越语气虽然清冷，但是却是含着几分调侃，苏诺听着也禁不住笑了，“江山易改本性难移嘛，我已经很努力地在改了啊，”

Although Xiao Yue's tone was cold, it was full of ridicule. Su Nuo couldn't help laughing. "It's easy to change things. I've worked hard to change them."

“嗯，”肖越微微点头，“就是说了谢谢以后，再加说一句不好意思，对吧，”

"Well," Xiao Yue nodded slightly, "that is, after saying thank you, I'm sorry, right?"

苏诺忍不住笑出了声，“哪有啊，别胡说了，再说了就算是朋友，说句谢谢也应该啊，”

Su Nuo couldn't help but laugh out loud, "Of course not. Don't talk nonsense. Besides, even if you are a friend, you should say thank you."

“你见我们三个有相互说谢谢，或者不好意思，这一类话的吗？”肖越瞥眼笑睨着苏诺。

"Did you see the three of us say thank you to each other or feel embarrassed?" Xiao Yue glanced at Su Nuo with a smile.

“不是很多就是了，”苏诺没有底气地顶了一句。

"It's not a lot," Su Nuo retorted without confidence.

“以后跟我不用说这些，我很多年前就说过这句话了，”肖越收敛起笑脸，语气也变得低沉，“你可以用你的实际行动来表达你的感谢或者歉意，但是不用说出来，我不需要，而我觉得你能谢我的最好的方式就是把你的病养好，好好生活，让你的爸妈和爷爷看到你不靠他们也是可以生活的，”

"You don't have to say this to me in the future. I said this many years ago," "You can use your actions to express your gratitude or apology, but you don't have to say it. I don't need it, and I think the best way for you to thank me is to take care of your illness and live a good life. If your parents and grandfather see that you don't rely on them, you can live," Xiao Yue said in a low voice.

“肖越，”苏诺因为肖越的话而红了眼眶，嗓子也有些发紧，“要不是你们几个帮我，我大概都没法从音乐学院毕业，我也知道其实你才是帮我最多的，你不说，也是怕我老是跟你说谢谢吧，但是我会一直记得的，”

"Xiao Yue," "If not for the few of you helping me, I probably wouldn't have been able to graduate from the music academy. I also know that you are the one who helped me the most. You didn't say it because you were afraid that I would always say thank you to you, but I will always remember it."

“别这么激动，我只是随便说说的，你这样要是发病了怎么办？”肖越没有想到自己的这些话会引得苏诺这么激动。

"Don't be so agitated. I was just saying it casually. What if you get sick like this?" Xiao Yue did not think that his words would cause Su Nuo to be so excited.

苏诺点点头，深呼吸让自己平静下来，“肖越，你不想听那些话，我以后也就不说了，我会努力按照你说的，好好生活下去的，不管我还能活多久，我都会让自己活得很开心的，”

Su Nuo nodded and took a deep breath to calm himself down. "Xiao Yue, if you don't want to listen to those words, I won't say it in the future. I will try my best to follow what you said and live well. No matter how long I can live, I will make myself very happy,"

“那就好，” 肖越知道是自己多话了，无端让苏诺的心情变得那么差。

"That's good," Xiao Yue knew that he had spoken too much, causing Su Nuo's mood to become so bad for no reason.

肖越无声地叹出一口气，换了一个话题，“最近学生多吗？”

Xiao Yue sighed silently and changed the topic, "Have there been a lot of students recently?"

“还好，也就是几个老学生，没有加新的，”苏诺也让自己平静下来，视线又不自觉地落到了肖越的右手上。

"Fortunately, there are only a few old students who haven't added new ones," Su Nuo also calmed himself down, and his gaze unconsciously fell on Xiao Yue's right hand.

“天宇跟我说，他已经约了你好几次了，就是约不到你，说是你总是有学生，”肖越趁着红灯，转过头看向坐在一旁的苏诺。

"Tianyu told me that he has already asked you out several times, but he couldn't. He said that you always have students," Xiao Yue took advantage of the red light and turned his head to look at Su Nuo who was sitting at the side.

“是他没看准我的时间吧，他约我的时间正好都是我有学生的时候，我也觉得有些尴尬，”苏诺不知道该怎么回答，“天宇都跟你说什么了？”

"It was him who didn't see my time. The time he asked me out was when I had a student. I also felt a little embarrassed." "What did Tianyu tell you?" Su Nuo did not know how to answer.

“也没什么，”肖越转回头，不紧不慢地开着车，没有再看苏诺，“刚才他打电话来说你约我跟邢阳后天去他家练琴，所以我才顺便问问你，”

"Nothing," Xiao Yue turned around and drove at a moderate pace, not looking at Su Nuo anymore, "Just now he called to say that you asked me to go to his house with Xing Yang to practice the zither the day after tomorrow, so I asked you by the way,"

“哦，是吗，你要是忙的话我可以跟天宇说换个时间的，你现在是军官了啊，肯定会比我要忙得多，”苏诺每次听到肖越这种不冷不热的说话语气心里就会有一丝失落感，可是自己到底在失落些什么，苏诺自己也不清楚，就是觉得心口闷闷的。

"Oh, really? If you are busy, I can tell Tianyu to change the time. You are an officer now, and you will certainly be much busier than me." Su Nuo will feel a sense of loss every time he hears Xiao Yue's lukewarm voice, but he doesn't know what he is losing. He just feels depressed.

“不用，我有时间，”肖越淡淡地回答，“而且我们也确实很久没有聚过了，趁着这个机会大家一起聚聚也挺好的，”

"No, I have time," Xiao Yue answered lightly, "and we haven't been together for a long time. It's good to take this opportunity to get together."